A couple quick things regarding my time offline. I’m not always here to pop a motherfucker in the mouth. A lot of my post’s have shown that, a lot haven’t. A lot of time when I’m not, and even sometimes during, I am generally reading about some process, or learning a new program. That’s when I’m not promoting things I have done, or a cause I have backed, or FINALLY writing. Yeah that’s a big one. WRITING. As for my time away from the computer, since April of 2016 I have helped get over 26 houses repaired, to either get people back into their homes, or to get them ready for people to make as their new homes, and that has been my day job, ever since the floods here in Louisiana last year. As a general rule, You may be surprised to learn I am fairly laid back. but I also observe quite a bit as well and listen to a lot of things I hear from people around me. I said before that I live for the fight, and that is true, I do, I really do, but I’m not here to save the world, I think that’s a ridiculous concept, and it really isn’t up to me to make this world a better place. if it was I could force a lot of this shit I see to stop, but I can’t, and in truth, even if I could, would that really be “Better” in reality or just another illusion? I mean If I have to force you to stop, that isn’t you being a better person, that’s just me keeping you from doing what you want, and I have talked before about what happens in the long term when people keep shit bottled up, that is when it gets even worse, for them and for anyone around them when that cork pops. It’s up to us to do the best we can. Try to come to some fucking arrangement, though for the most part, we never fucking do.

I live for the fight, and while last time, I said that I came down on Donald Trumps celebrity opposition, this time however I just want to say thanks to his cronies for passing anti planned parenthood, Way to go God’s favorite jackasses, you are aware that planned parenthood, does more than abortion right? These people actually help in the pre natal process as well, for those women who need help. If you are anti abortion, that is great, in a lot of cases, not in all, but if that is the case, fight that specific part of it, don’t go and fuck up the part that aids in bringing these children into the world as healthy as they can be and call yourself pro life, I call bullshit on that. This is an example of what I was talking about, we can never meet in the middle about anything, one side either has to have it all their way or the other side is shooting for the same thing, and it’s….. Yeah, just people butting heads like antelope, only this is a case of morality in double standards.

Next piece of my rant here, let’s leave the realm of politics behind, God knows there are enough people bitching about all that nonsense as it is. Little known secret about me, I am the type of person who is generally helpful. If you have a problem, you can come to me with it and I will do what I can. That said, I have also had to live with the fact, that sometimes that is a pathway for other people to bring some bullshit to your door step as well. I have dealt with someone trying to force “Help” and their idea of “Happiness” on me that I don’t want and then turn around and end up being given Hell for it by the people around the person who wanted to “Help” Like it’s my Goddamn fault that you don’t like me for who I am and yet can’t completely exert control over your fucking friends life. Fuck all that, you sort that bullshit out among yourselves, what you don’t do is outright fucking harass someone who has openly and honestly told you that doing so is a good way of getting me to fuck you up, just to show the person how I’m not worth the “Help” I never fucking wanted in the first place. Teach me to be a better person? Fuck you, look at yourself. How much fucking “Help” do you really think you can be to me when you surround yourself with fucking retards who go out of their way to un do anything you’ve done, for their own agenda? How about you grow a pair and put their asses in their place instead of bringing that shit into my world. You want help, bring your best, not a steaming pile of your own self confidence issues and a gaggle of twats who “Always” know what’s best for everyone else, when they themselves are the biggest cunts. It’s childish horseshit, usually conducted by idiots whose maturity peaked in fucking high school. Bitches who have to validate their existence through 40 or more fucking posted selfies a week. You know the kind, I’m sure. These are the 30 somethings who rejoice at being the Kings and Queens of the fucking kiddie table. They can try to teach you how to be a “better person” but you point out how fucked up they are, and they want to cry bully and then pull some conniving bullshit scheme like life is some shit out of “Gossip Girl” Fuck a bunch of that shit. You don’t want me to be negative, here’s a concept, don’t bring your negative shit and rub it in my fucking face and I won’t have to put you in your place and remind you that you truly are worth no more than I am.

Recently I had to drop support for someone because some bullshit where this same little clique of dumb asses wanted to run to them, because I made it public that I supported them. Word to the wise people. The WARNING you get from people who just come to you out of the blue when someone else comes to you in good faith first, is usually PERSONAL BULLSHIT that doesn’t concern you. Do yourself a favor, put these jack asses in their place and say no, until I find otherwise for myself. If you don’t……Well all you accomplish is costing yourself support, letting someone else bring their fight to your door. It’s not fucking rocket science folks. GOOD FAITH vs OPEN SABOTAGE. It really is THAT SIMPLE to figure out. You don’t see me bringing in other people to MY fight, because it is MY FIGHT, and I’m not a chickenshit who would use others as fucking human shields for target practice. If you aren’t STRONG ENOUGH, or GOOD ENOUGH, or SMART ENOUGH to take me all by little onesie just pack your fucking shit and go the fuck home. Because YOU AREN”T STRONG,GOOD,or SMART enough to do it your damn self, it’s a loss, because it would NEVER be anything YOU YOURSELF was ever capable of doing.

Goddamn boy, you done bitching yet? NO. I live for the fucking fight don’t you get that? Have I not made that abundantly clear? You know my sister is a huge fan of  “The Walking Dead” Now, it’s an alright show, but I have a hard time watching it, mainly because I see us living it. The only difference is these zombies have heartbeats and want to be told how to live and what to believe, The rest is the same though, the motherfuckers telling those fucking zombies how to live and what to believe are generally the crafty bastards who will kick down your door and take what you have, or they are the ones who wait on the other side of that door with a few surprises of their own. Taking a Theologist stand point here for a minute, damn near every religion past or present, that has an apocalypse prophesy tells of human beings, being very much like how you see most of us being now. Apathetic, selfish, disloyal to the point that even family doesn’t mean shit to them. For thousands of years, we have behaved in a manner that made it easy for multiple cultures and beliefs to see us come to where we are now. That is probably the most discouraging thing, I think. That’s my word.

“Deep down, Clark is a good person. Deep down, I’m not.” – Batman “HUSH”

I’m just going to come right out and say it. I live for the fight. I have tried multiple times to conform to what society deems “civilized” but I can’t unsee what I have seen, Life is like a magic trick. You see it and you go “Whoa, How did you do that?” Of course then we learn the trick and the magic is gone. When this happens, you never look at another Magic trick the same. The Magician tries to wow you, using the same dramatic lines and hand flourishes, but when you learn the trick, it doesn’t work on you anymore. You see the hype as what it is, Just hype, and you can’t recapture that sense of wonder you had the first time you saw it. That’s life, that is also why I take issue with what I call Care Bears or people who just spew rhetorical good guy bullshit, because it’s the hope people cling to, even when it isn’t the reality. So many use it just to make people nod their heads, or kiss their asses like they are some kind of Christ figure, when they themselves are anything but. You see these people preach accepting others for who they are and then turn around and blast someone for not being what they think they should be. You see them preach about sharing when they are the most self absorbed individuals around. And when all is said and done, the worst kind of people are the ones people end up looking up to. I can’t unsee what I have seen. I can’t unknow what I know, and try as I may, I just really can’t go along with the bullshit of it all. The worst thing about this, is when others try to get me to come around to their way of thinking, they use the SAME bullshit and it does more to incite rage in me than it does anything, because I hear them, but I see them just being the opposite of what they preach. I call them on the bullshit and suddenly I’m the bad guy. So fuck it. Yes I am the bad guy, but while I completely break down your actions and your words and then show how each part contradicts the next, all the supposed good guys have to offer…..is that same dogmatic crap that everyone says. “You’re negative.” “It’s more important to be kind than it is to be right.” or if they want to half ass seem intelligent about not having a real argument to back themselves up they resort to “That’s just not practice.” To which I say “Be the change you want to see in the world.”

I don’t think I would be half as pissed off as I am if I wasn’t expected to buy into the bullshit factor. If you are a sorry motherfucker, be a sorry motherfucker without apology and without trying to insult my fucking intelligence by spewing shit that you don’t hold true in your heart, and hoping it will make me and others not see you for the sorry motherfucker you actually are. Guess what, we’re the same.

I live for the fight. Which also means I am likely to die by the sword. I have had to do a lot of soul searching and I realize. I’m trying to be two different people, and the two types they are, they can’t settle in the same person. I want to make it as a writer, you have a dream, you set out to make that dream a reality. In order to do this, I have to give a little on my militant ways….Only problem is, I see so many doing that same thing and the end result is nothing changes, nothing gets better and I once lived my life, not knowing who I was…. It’s not worth it. I live for the fight, it is just in my nature. I held it back for so long trying to be something else that once I got the taste of it’s freedom, I never really looked back. I still argue a lot of points from a perspective of give and take. of compromise, but I am just as quick to tell someone what I think of them and their shit and I hold nothing back and am quite tactless about it. I don’t care. I can’t help but think that if more people actually felt that way about the fucked up things in this world there wouldn’t be enough examples of that fucked up shit to merit such a strong response from me in the first place. I’ve had people consider me rude for the things I say, what I say however comes from a place of truth. I find it fucked up, that I can be considered rude for saying it, while the person I’m saying it to can get a pass for actually conducting themselves in the manner that I blast them for. Words versus Action or as the old saying goes wish in one hand and shit in the other and see which fills up first. This too is another reason I just get fed up with people. Their inability to prioritize for shit and what it boils down to, what so many of these people who claim I am filling the world with such negativity really give a shit about is THEIR OWN comfort zone. They don’t care what the world gets filled with, if they did, they would have as much if not an even bigger problem with the actions of the person I’m blasting as they have with my words, but they don’t. I’m not claiming any high ground here, just stating how it is people butt heads like antelope. It’s just a primal thing. They speak from this deep rooted sense of self righteousness in admonishing me for speaking from that same type of deep rooted sense of self righteousness. The only difference is, I know I’m a bastard about it, but some things just need to hit home.

I live for the fight, and I call everyone on their shit. Lets take a moment here for a bit of role reversal in the hot topic of the current president of the United States. I don’t agree with a whole Hell of a lot the man says and does, but I want to take a moment here and just outright level his competition. Where were all these protesting celebrities during the election? Many have the money and the backing and in some cases the intelligence themselves to run for president, but not a single damn one of them stepped up and did, they just want to whine after the fact. Now you have a few who are just like I’m going to run in four years, Yeah well if this guy is as bad as you are making him out to be four years from now won’t matter, so why didn’t you step up when it counted? When it really fucking mattered? And would we have been any better off in a lot of these cases? Let’s take a look at the “Entertainment World” for a minute. The president puts a gag order on the press…… How much dirty ass, underhanded, elitist shit takes place in the entertainment business, that gets swept under a rug or no one wants to talk about because it will make this person look bad, or speaking out will get you black balled? That’s common policy and it is the same fucking thing as trying to silence people from telling the other side of the story, only they willingly protect one another from it in that world. Let’s talk about the positive things, is their policy it displays class, even if it isn’t the same as having any. and that goes down the line from the majors to the independent minor league ring, now it isn’t everyone but it is enough that it casts a sickening shadow over the industry as well as the decent ones in it who are different. “We made a bully our president.” they cry. Yeah well Disney made an ex convict Iron Man while they torment their own child actors with so many restrictions to keep a squeaky clean image that they can’t even be kids, Hollywood made a child molester an academy award winner, so who the fuck are you people to say shit? I get arrested for making a terroristic threat on a post that wasn’t even a statement of intent to act and yet Madonna can roll up in Washington DC and very publicly say some shit like she wanted to blow up the White House and yet she never got hand cuffs put on her. If nothing can be done to you people, why the fuck should anything be done about what Donald Trump has said and done? Heh heh, See what I did there? Just people butting heads like antelope and in this case it has been a matter of lets talk about this shit over here, but not about this shit over here because this shit over here is in our bedroom closet.

It all comes down to “The Comfort Zone”, the most important thing in the world is to be happy. Happiness in the eyes of society seems to lie in overlooking a lot of shit, but then crying when it comes back to haunt them. It’s that thing that happens almost daily in the projects, but isn’t a problem that gets addressed until it strikes some white suberb in a town where not everything is covered in graffiti. It’s that thing that is okay for me to do, but by God don’t let me catch you doing it. It’s that thing that is okay for guys to do, but girls should be scolded for it. It’s that thing a guy should never do, but girls can get away with, because little known secret, discrimination is in part a form of underestimation and as such can offer both oppression and special privilege and playing up those special privileges can be as detrimental to solving the discrimination issue as doing nothing, but let’s not talk about that part of it.

Damn son chill! I wish I could, but I live for the fight. I have seen so many good people get fucking shafted that I can’t believe just smiling and going on about your business is what will fix things. Positivity  for the sake of positivity without meaning or passion solves nothing in itself. Yet so many want to cling to the idea that it can,  or they just use it as a mask for their own gain. I’m no exception. I by my own nature I see it as having a choice of evils. Be this bastard, or be this person who really could not care less about anything.  Because you can support the best people in the world, but who’s going to protect those people from the bullshit that the worst ones will throw at them? What good does it do, to just do one without the other?

I recently made a big mistake in the process of trying to be that other person. I supported people that I just couldn’t get on board with for the sake of getting a credit on my IMDB page, because I haven’t really done anything in film for over 4 years and I was making this big push of doing all kinds of shit just to have a range of people to generate excitement over what I do. It seemed like a good idea in theory, but the more I saw of these people, the more I looked back into their history and saw. I came to the conclusion that they were just as fucking degenerate as I am, in their own way. That’s where I fuck up, it’s the same as back when I had the epiphany that my kindness and efforts were wasted on this type of person. I found more giving, compassionate, understanding, and decent human beings among the forgotten, than I ever met in the little tight knit art community I had previously bent over backward for. And when I started to really think about what I was doing in supporting these people I got thoroughly disgusted with myself, and my flaw became clear to me when I looked at another person who I was trying to support. The glaring differences. The first I gave 300, to mainly for that producer credit. I realized, that with them it was a matter of going back to what I knew,  Hell I expected everyone in that field to be just like them, and so I will not lie, I had no qualms with using them, to get what I wanted. First off, the self absorption level of these people were through the fucking roof and I saw a lot of the same shit from before. “Share what you love”, so that’s why you’re getting on there after the Academy Awards and talking about the big dogs just pretty much circle jerking each other, even as your little Indy bracket was circle jerking each other for……What? being more caring? Giving? Organized? Original? Decent? What pray tell can the independent horror film community really lay claim for being better than Hollywood for? Bitch, did you come down here after hurricane Katrina and try to help people get back in their homes? Because one of the leading people in that fight was Brad Pitt. You’re going to talk to people about dealing with depression on your web series and then get fucking drunk nearly every episode? Yeah believe me I got as disgusted with myself when I really thought about what I was backing, especially when I saw this other person, who is also in film, but they do other stuff as well. You know what was missing from her stuff? Bullshit. This is a lady who gets as little kid excited over  being able to teach a lesson to a 4th grade class about crystals as the other group was about going to some event to ahem circle jerk. Yeah I fucked up. I will continue to write, because I love doing it, but I got a solid wake up call as to what making it as a writer or anything can turn you into. I don’t want to support people who are as degenerate as me, I want to support people who are actually better. I severely told the first party off and blocked them… maybe not my shiniest of moments, but hey, I live for the fight and I don’t refrain from telling people what I really think of them, regardless of it blowing through that empty space between their ears. It’s what an Indigo Child is, it was our purpose for being here, tear the fucking nonsensical institution to shreds to pave the way for the better people than the rest of us to take over.

ANNOUNCEMENT!!!! This is the one you have been waiting for and the time to give it to you is RIGHT NOW. At over 200 pages into the final draft, I can now tell you beyond doubt that the official release date for it is now August 31st 2015. Good now lets finish this bastard and go Home. 😀 Oh and more announcements pertaining to it and it’s cause will be released the closer we get to the date. This will include details on The Blue Purity Fund and all the places it will be available for download.  – Love BIG CAT




The BIG CAT is back folks, with an all new battle to carry forth. This one I have hinted at repeatedly, and in my heart it has been burning for some time, but I held back. I held back for as long as I could, but I have seen and heard far too much from dumb asses and I just can’t sit back and let this shit slide anymore without giving my definitive point of view on the topic. I look like a sexist, I know, I have said things that might suggest I am, but the truth is I NEVER had a problem with women, only stupid ass little girls who try to play at being real women and now I intend to give you what I see as the difference between the two. And no I’m not the kind of guy who thinks a real woman is the one whose place is in the kitchen or any of that ignorant shit, The TRUTH of the matter is, there are no principles that determine what a real woman is, just as there are no principles that determine what a real man is, there are only principles that determine what a REAL HUMAN BEING is. So right off the bat let me state this because the real women who would read this have the sense to know that I am leading this charge with a cry of EQUALITY, and that is something a REAL WOMAN can respect.

FEMINISM: Okay, yeah I know some will get rubbed the wrong way with this one, but then when I have something to say I never seem to give a fuck about that so….. Once upon a time a “flaming fag” was a campfire or the cigarette you are smoking depending on where you come from. It is safe to say that definitions change with time and loud mouth motherfuckers who wave a banner or LABEL of any sort. I feel for the ladies who fight for rights and really do care about EQUALITY getting lumped in with the rest and more vocal half wit man eater crowd, I do. The thing is the LABEL of FEMINISM can be applied to any female with a reason to have felt oppressed or put down, or looked over, even when that leads to them carrying their argument with that particular chip on their shoulder. So the argument of what a real FEMINIST is ladies, I’m afraid can not exonerate you by defining what you personally stand for because the others technically have every right to wave a banner that encompasses their reasoning for feeling the way they do. You see that is the curse of LABELS, no matter how noble the intent behind their origins may be. Your only options now are to go the route religion took and add a new label defining the TYPE of FEMINIST you are, by creating your own denomination or begin taking the power away from that LABEL by dropping it altogether. And the argument about it does not stop there. Have you ever wondered why it is that when you fight for the basic rights you deserve here it is called WOMEN’S RIGHTS, but say Hilary Clinton goes overseas to some third world country during it’s elections to be an advocate for women to vote, because lets face it every citizen deserves the basic right to have a say in who makes the bigger decisions for a society as a whole, but when this happens somewhere else it is called HUMAN RIGHTS. You preach EQUALITY when I ask you which term defines EQUALITY best? FEMINISM as a term in itself is GENDER BIAS, it stands to separate the genders by drawing attention to a particular set of problems, yet it does so from the female perspective. As such it inadvertently or on purpose depending on the person fighting the battle SEGREGATES women fighting for EQUAL RIGHTS. The problem then, now lies in a reminder of words spoken by a man many years ago who fought for the same thing on a different front. You may remember these words “I HAD A DREAM”……. Feel me now? Segregation, even self induced, NEVER led to anyone being EQUAL, and we here in America should have learned that lesson in the 60’s and 70’s. I believe in much of what you fight for ladies, but I also see the pitfalls that you dig for yourselves that are doing as much to hold you back as anything a man or a woman could say or do to down play your struggle. As someone who has been homeless and pushed to the brink in life myself believe me, I get the need to find ways to empower yourself, hence BIG CAT. Just know where the line needs to be drawn, it’s hard to move towards real progress when you say. ” I AM A WOMAN, I am going to CELEBRATE being a WOMAN” When being a woman is the very thing you would have everyone look past in order to see you as the same as everyone else.


Okay, ladies I hope you understand where I am coming from so far, I hope, because now I’m about to set the other halfs asses on fucking fire. Little Misses “The Independence of The BITCH.” You really think that earns you RESPECT? HA HA Let me tell you something EQUALITY is a door that swings BOTH WAYS. If you are a decent hardworking person, I will treat you with the RESPECT and kindness you DESERVE. If you are a BITCH, Know that in my eyes a BITCH is just another SORRY PIECE OF SHIT to me, the same as any other SORRY PIECE OF SHIT, regardless of race, religion, social standing or what they have or lack between their legs and I will treat said person the same as I would any other SORRY PIECE OF SHIT. Cry about that if you must, but I see the TRUTH of your kind, you don’t really WANT EQUALITY, you want SPECIAL TREATMENT. You want people to tell you that two wrongs make a right when it doesn’t. You want to cry about people accepting you for who you are while in the same breath you will piss and whine about everyone else that YOU can’t accept and then talk about people not RESPECTING your views because you’re a woman? Nah Darlings there is a reason people don’t RESPECT your point of view and you being a woman has jack shit to do with it. It has to do with the fact that you open your fucking mouths without a single thought to what is really coming out of it and that signifies a FUCKING DUMB ASS, PERIOD and no one with any sense can RESPECT  a DUMB ASS. Take the whole bullshit line about “Rape Culture” Seriously? It happens, and it is NEVER a good thing when it does. We wear LeBrons with laces that tie, we tie our shoes, man FUCK THIS SHOE TYING CULTURE, and you know why I have more reason to say that than you have to scream “RAPE CULTURE”? Because you can walk down the fucking street with your shoes untied and I bet my ass that you will have more people who will tell you that you need to tie your shoes, than you will have people saying that RAPE is an okay thing. Just because something happens, DOES NOT mean that is is accepted by enough fucking people to call it a culture. But you have girls getting naked in clubs with drunk fucking pervs screaming profane things at the naked chicks, so fucking what? I would bet the same drunken perv motherfuckers would scream shit at a guy getting naked in front of them too, THEY ARE DRUNK for starters, secondly if you really think a guy would be any safer stripping in front of that crowd as a woman you’re fucking nuts, okay, What the guy will have screamed at him will be different, but you’re stupid if you don’t think the pervs did not just suddenly click animal switch in their heads they did, they in their minds just became Emilio Esteves in The Breakfast Club sports taping this poor bastards ass cheeks together and the catch is they are more likely to act on that mentality when it’s a guy. Then it becomes an affront to their “man hood” because some fucking dude is swinging nuts in their presence. SEX IN GENERAL IS STILL FAR TOO TABOO IN OUR SOCIETY FOR ANYTHING LIKE RAPE TO BE ACCEPTABLE.  Don’t believe me? Then tell me why it is if you dare to show a detailed account of a blow job in a movie you risk an NC-17 rating, but you can eviscerate the fuck out of someone and only get an R? Anyone? Anyone at all? Hey ladies ever hear of the stage play or the 1986 film based on it called “Extremities”? I fought to get that show produced by my theater back when I was on the board, it got passed and was put on in March of last year. While I was looking into it and reading about it, I got caught up in the foreword by the play wright William Mastrosimone as he described where his inspiration for writing the play had come from. The following is not the Directors notes which can be found in the front of the Samuel French copy of the play, but it covers everything the man wrote in them.

Mastrosimone wrote this play in the span of one day. In the back part of the script for Extremities are the director notes simply entitled the Making of Extremities. In this section he explains his motives for writing the play. He had met a woman in 1978, he gives her the name Mary, who had been raped and beaten by a 19 year old burglar turned rapist, and she was 55. She talked to him about what had happened and he left her, and went home. He followed her case. The prosecutor was able to prove there was a rape, but they were not able to prove the guy, who Mary identified and they caught the next day, was the one to do the crime. They let him go. Mastrosimone serendipitously ran into Mary again later on, this time at an airport. She was leaving for the other side of the country. Again she confided in the author. She told him that the day the trial ended she stood on the courthouse steps, the perpetrator walked up behind her and said, “You think that was bad, wait until next time.” This ruined her life. She lost her friends, her job and could no longer stay in her home and city. She also confided one other detail. She told him that there was one moment after which he had already raped her, he reached for some cigarettes on the side table. In that moment she could have done something to try to escape, she did nothing, and he came back and raped her again, grabbed a lamp and then beat her with it. Mary admitted she wished she had done something instead of lying there petrified. She also said that, “If she had five minutes in a locked room with him…” Mastrosimone wrote Extremities to fill in where she trailed off (Mastrosimone 65-66). A startling account at the least. Very few rapes are reported and even few are talked about in this detail outside of the police stations and courtrooms. Not very many people want to talk about this subject, not the victims and not the public. This is precisely why Extremities is such an important play.

A great deal of research was done in order to create a fitting setting and give proper justice to the play. Mastrosimone spent time following cases and in courtrooms, reading actions and watching reactions between all parties involved (Mastrosimone 67). He even asked a defense attorney how he would get a rapist off, the lawyer responded that he would put as many women on the jury as possible because they will tear the victim apart in order to protect their own sanity, while men will become the white knight and the hero (Mastrosimone 67-68). Everything Mastrosimone did while writing this play was in order to create a play that honors the victims of sexual assault with an accurate look at this crime.

My argument, YES it is terrible, it is an atrocious act that should not happen. YES it happens, and the ones who do it as far as I am concerned need to have their genitals cut out and hung up in times square, but then I was always a Vlad Tepes fan. But if there is a “Rape Culture” it exists for, is comprised of, and is perpetuated by the ones WHO ACTUALLY COMMIT SAID CRIME and the JUDGEMENTAL nature of females toward one another, doing more to allow the fuckers to walk, than it is a staple of life in society like it constantly gets portrayed as by these loudmouthed bitches just trying to justify screaming about something and blowing it out of fucking proportion just to get people riled up.

Am I under your skin yet?……. Good, because I have kept this bottled up far too long to even give a fuck. Moving on to the reasons this type cries wolf. No, guys don’t generally have a problem in the work place, but I have myself experienced it and I have had it overlooked because I was one of only three guys in the whole damn office including supervisors who were all three women. It happens to us too, in a reverse case scenario, for those who REALLY give a shit about EQUALITY, they know this flies in the face of what they fight for just as much as when it happens to them, for those who just want to say well how do you like it? Like what? I wouldn’t do that shit, so keep carrying that chip on your shoulder and wondering why people don’t take your ass seriously. But, but WOMEN, WOMEN HAVE BEEN OPPRESSED FOREVER!!!!!!………. Forgive me for being blunt, but so fucking what? Cry that river to someone it will gain you sympathy from, I’m not one of them. You think the female gender holds some kind of corner on the market of discrimination? Bitch I’m a generally poor, pagan, who is 1/8 Cherokee, I never dressed or acted in a manner that won points with the ignorant rednecks I went to school with, and that’s personal, let’s broaden the span here, You got the African Americans, The Native Americans, The gay bashers, The “Good” Christians who like to tell everyone they are going to Hell for not living by the same restrictions they do. The rich who look down on the poor, the poor who are just as quick to judge someone with money. You name it as long as people walk the Earth there will always be some stupid ass reason that people will find to judge each other. That’s life, it can change, in time and with proper care to the cause of invoking change, but know that neither I nor this world OWES YOU SHIT JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE A WOMAN. Get over your fucking selves. I wrote my story down at the risk of being judged to get my own, not because anyone owes me a fucking thing. Be Barbara Walters, which is to say, BE SO DAMN GOOD AND USEFUL IN WHAT YOU DO THAT IGNORING YOU IS NOT AN OPTION REGARDLESS OF GENDER. POINT: Do your damnedest and if you are STILL getting screwed I will be the first to stand up as a brother-in-arms, but I WILL DO IT FROM THE PERSPECTIVE THAT YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING NO DIFFERENT THAN ME, NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE A MEMBER OF A GENDER THAT HAS BEEN HELD BACK. That is EQUALITY, but I REPEAT, EQUALITY is a door that swings BOTH WAYS that not only means you get the support you are willing to GIVE, that also means that while I treat you with respect and kindness, if you are a decent human being, it also means that A piece of shit, is a piece of shit, is a piece of shit, and I treat all of the above EXACTLY THE SAME AS I TREAT ANY OTHER PIECE OF SHIT man or woman. I won’t pull punches on the poor wittle girl who should have never got in my face over stupid shit in the first place. Fuck her if she gets in my way or goes out of her way to be a pain in my ass.

In closing lets review. There is indeed a difference between REAL WOMEN and STUPID ASS LITTLE GIRLS. FEMINISM is a LABEL that has reached that point all LABELS reach where they do as much harm to their cause as bearing the LABEL slut because of how you dress. RAPE is REAL, RAPE CULTURE is some outright HORSESHIT. EQUALITY is what you get with me, but it is a double edged blade, If you are a good HUMAN BEING I will BE GOOD TO YOU, if YOU are a PIECE OF SHIT I will PULL NO FUCKING PUNCHES WITH YOU. In the words of Helen Slater in The Legend Of Billie Jean” “FAIR IS FAIR” – Love BIG CAT